Tuesday, June 16, 2009

回忆

无意间,找到中学时的照片,那里有好多回忆哦。
友情,爱情……全都聚集在里边。好怀念哦!
想想,我还真的变了不少。
无论是样子,打扮,思想,都有所改变。
我变得稍微成熟了。
顿时,还挺怀念那天真无暇的我。
每天都开心的,充实的度过。
想呀想的……好想找我的老同学们聚一聚嘢……
哈哈!会有机会的,缘分嘛~
心血来潮,也顺便放上了我以前的照片分享下。哈哈!

嘻嘻~那时是运动场上的“巡查员”,很中性化。我那时特爱这种打扮,超舒服的。哈哈!

我的学记朋友,也叫ning xin,就我的xin是欣赏的“欣”,她的xin是温馨的“馨”。在学记的活动里,常会以为被叫,结果总是会摆乌龙。哈哈!所以啊,在活动有我们两人出现的地方,一定要连名带姓的叫,不然可能会被我们揍呢!

初中三,我校铜管乐乐队的第一个演奏会。这张照片里的都是敲击的,也就是“percussionist”。看我那乡村妹的样子,哈哈!

这是初中三的朋友。那时就开始会去电影院看戏、打保龄球……还挺开心的。这张照片是在KL Central的地铁站拍的,没错是正准备回家了。

诶?哈哈!我初中三的生日!虽然是说生日会,我还要求他们出席呢!哈哈!也没那么严重啦,就,很开心的一个生日会,虽然是提早庆祝了。(我的生日通常都会在新年期间,很少会在普通的日子,所以,很少有机会和朋友一起庆祝的。)没关系,最重要的,是我的好朋友和干哥哥都出席。

哈哈!jackson和kar wai,也是skuad sukan的一份子。那天正是我们的退休典礼。没错的话,是在citytel吧。kar wai那时搭了我的肩膀,还真的让我有些惊讶。哈哈!毕竟他是男生嘛……

骏义,我得干哥哥和中学时的老友。

哦!我学记生涯中,最痛苦但也开心的一个生活营。那时我的脚是肿得像猪脚那样,痒的我还哭了几回呢!还蛮失败的一次,那时我还是营长呢。啊~

20届办给21届的万挠下乡营。还挺轻松的一次。哈哈!

铜管乐的第二次演奏会结束后和教练合照。但现在,因为发生了点事,和教练搞得不愉快,都没回去了。好可惜哦……

prom night! raymond,他呀,去了澳洲留学,还挺想念他的。

chiam,我,雪莉还有simon。

哈哈!这张也真给我很多的回忆。站在我旁边的,正是我的前男友。我还真的很内疚呢……当时的稚气毁了个好男人……

中间那位,我的老友,vivian。初中三时有不错的成绩,都因为她,激励我,鼓励我。不然啊,我想,我真的会一败涂地了。因为初中二时,我都不交功课,不专心上课,到了初中三才稍微勤劳些。哈哈!也是那时开始,我认识了所谓的名牌。哈哈!

喘不过气了?没啦~

现在的生活是挺充实的,但就是少了一些东西。
我不知道是些什么,就……那一丁点东西竟可以让我喘不过起来……
刚刚还了解到,有心机是成熟的开始。不能下定论,就只是个了解。
人生啊~是有那么多的色彩啊!我的人生再进来的日子里更添了不同的色彩。
开心的,难过的,埋怨的,质疑的……
还不错啦~
就短短的感言,让我再次的成长。

Monday, June 15, 2009

慢慢的想……

最近都在看动漫,不然就是和朋友聊天。放松……尽量的放松……不是说我懒,那只是我放松的一些方法。

前天心血来潮的,去找了找一套宫崎骏的作品,“梦幻街少女”。那是我理想的故事情节,或许有点天真,那正是我,想天真的过一生,但没能做到。我会埋怨
周围不允许我那么的天真,但还是会想,我能做些什么来保持自己的那份天真。我会常幻想自己是戏里的女主角,享受着甜蜜。悲痛与那无比的喜悦。我知道,我原本就是女主角,我的剧本里的女主角,但就是忽略了这点。想必不只是我,很多人也是。还想张智成唱的那首“快乐”,“你是你自己的作者,何必把剧本写那么难演的剧本?”

说回“梦幻街少女”,女主角为了得到自己的肯定,给了自己个测验,考验自己的爱情与未来。想一想自己,口说有梦想,但也没想过要怎么考验自己,也从没肯定过自己……我得重新出发,不然我会对不起我自己,更别说家人了……


朋友的一些故事也似乎点醒了我,父母与家人是那么的重要。我怎么都没去在意这个话题啊?我和他们在一起的时间,真的都在倒数也……朋友也是,一过了就不会回来了……

还能说些什么呢?呼吁大家一起开始珍惜身边的事物与人吧!时光不回头啊!



Tuesday, June 9, 2009

crazy me... hahaha!!!

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haha... that's something crazy on me, just want to share this, coz i found that very funny! haha! i tried to continue the photos like flash, haha... the expression is.. hahahahaha! damn crazy!

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

oh yeah~ new "babies"!

tadaa~ This is the title of mine! "Mi Ka"

I draw on a canvas with arclic. At first just thought to test, but then come out with more than one. Haha!!

This is the 1st one i draw, with the title "Relax".

No doubt, "Ribbon".

"Ball"

"Think"

This is colour that left out, i just figure out a way to finish up the colours. Proudly present, the "Tree"! Haha!!

oo~ "Cup"!

Tadaa~ This is the finished "babies"!

A bigger family now. I will cotinue to do more, i want to develope a big Big BIG~ Family!! haha!!

Sunday, May 24, 2009

aiyaya.. testing with the "treasure"!

It's still hot~ ha ha! I did that after i found a big pack of cloth at my maid's room. I felt that I've found a treasure! ha ha! anyway, those cloth are those days when my grandma used to sew cloths or pyjamas. Its all mine now! hahahaha!!!! Later will arrange the cloth and take a nice photo to show off. Ha ha!

*still very excited about that.. ha ha!

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Irene's wedding dinner + LP121 gathering


Ya... This is sam and irene, while irene is my Basic training, Advance Course and Leadership Program(LP)'s friend. Within 1 year, she had make a lot of changes. When i look at her wedding photo, i know how sweet they are, that's the fate to let them together. Looking at them, i will think of myself, when will be my turn? Haha! a bit to early to plan all this. But i did think about this, maybe when i'm 25 years old, not too old. Haha...

This is the door gift, a thank you card with their wedding photos. I like the vector design very much!! Look simple and so elegance! Haha...

This is the decoration of the dinner. So beatiful and even make me stare at it for a few second. Haha! So romantic.

While this is the entrance, i still can imagine, how sweet and memorable when the couple walk on the red carpet with the bless of the friends and families. Me myself is one of those to spread the colourful flower petals in the air... I enjoy the scenario. Hehe...

Our main character, Irene! She's so beautiful... Instead she looks like a Hong Kong movie star, 蔡少芬. Haha! Can feel the stress and tireness on he but still want to make sure everything is in her plan. A strong woman.

Tada~ The one who standing is Wendy, my "personal" beauty consultant. Haha! She done a good job last night. I like the make up she put on me. Perfect! Haha! Thanks my dear Wendy. The one who sitting is, Diane, a prety lady with a strong outlook. Powerful enough for me to salute her. Haha!!

See? Nice? Haha, anyway, i must thanks to my bestie, Hwi Yee for the dress. I did make some changes. Haha! Oh ya, and also the necklace, i like it very much! Thanks, thanks, thanks!

Chiam, a buddy that purposely come from penang to KL, just to attend Irene's wedding dinner. How great he is. He is a gentleman, although sometimes a bit quite, but till play, he is crazy enough. Haha! The flower i borrowed from Irene. Hehe, imagine i'm the bride. Haha!

I like this photo, i like the feel... ^^

Ken gor, a handsome guy with an active characteristic. The whole night keep on say i fat already, nevermind, i confess that. Haha!

See how high they are. Haha!!

Happy family~~ Haha!!


* more photo's will upload to my facebook soon. I also can't wait to get those photos~! haha!!!