Irene's wedding dinner + LP121 gathering

Ya... This is sam and irene, while irene is my Basic training, Advance Course and Leadership Program(LP)'s friend. Within 1 year, she had make a lot of changes. When i look at her wedding photo, i know how sweet they are, that's the fate to let them together. Looking at them, i will think of myself, when will be my turn? Haha! a bit to early to plan all this. But i did think about this, maybe when i'm 25 years old, not too old. Haha...

This is the door gift, a thank you card with their wedding photos. I like the vector design very much!! Look simple and so elegance! Haha...

This is the decoration of the dinner. So beatiful and even make me stare at it for a few second. Haha! So romantic.

While this is the entrance, i still can imagine, how sweet and memorable when the couple walk on the red carpet with the bless of the friends and families. Me myself is one of those to spread the colourful flower petals in the air... I enjoy the scenario. Hehe...

Our main character, Irene! She's so beautiful... Instead she looks like a Hong Kong movie star, 蔡少芬. Haha! Can feel the stress and tireness on he but still want to make sure everything is in her plan. A strong woman.

Tada~ The one who standing is Wendy, my "personal" beauty consultant. Haha! She done a good job last night. I like the make up she put on me. Perfect! Haha! Thanks my dear Wendy. The one who sitting is, Diane, a prety lady with a strong outlook. Powerful enough for me to salute her. Haha!!

See? Nice? Haha, anyway, i must thanks to my bestie, Hwi Yee for the dress. I did make some changes. Haha! Oh ya, and also the necklace, i like it very much! Thanks, thanks, thanks!

Chiam, a buddy that purposely come from penang to KL, just to attend Irene's wedding dinner. How great he is. He is a gentleman, although sometimes a bit quite, but till play, he is crazy enough. Haha! The flower i borrowed from Irene. Hehe, imagine i'm the bride. Haha!

I like this photo, i like the feel... ^^

Ken gor, a handsome guy with an active characteristic. The whole night keep on say i fat already, nevermind, i confess that. Haha!

See how high they are. Haha!!

Happy family~~ Haha!!

* more photo's will upload to my facebook soon. I also can't wait to get those photos~! haha!!!

oo~ relax~ 。多重人格

Wow! I've been so long didn't relax like this! swimming, do house work, sleep more than 3 hours for "nap"... Wow... Feel so cool. but in the other hand, I'm terrified, stress with the free lance, the redo assign, the coming assign... More and more... Although it's a bit tough, but i know i can overcome it. Who am i? I'm Mika!! ha ha!

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对呀，今天可是超轻松的。没去顾虑任何东西，就是放松自己。好悠闲的一天。除了悠闲，还想了一些个人的性格与人格，我是说我自己。我发现自己有很多人格，可以中性的，可以很女人，可以很小孩子气，更可以潇洒的面对事情。好友也那么认为。对，我会对一些个人想法很固执，很执着。就是好友的一些正面批评让我看清自己，学会冷静并聆听。有时静下来，反而会领悟更多，学更多。所以啊，我也慢慢的放下固执，学会接受。过去的就让它过去，执着并没带给我什么好处。扔了吧！

mother's day 。母亲节

This year we celebrate differently and special enough. We had a mini buffet last night at my house and all my aunt and uncle came to celebrate together. So, total up, there are 6 mommys celebrate together. Other than having buffet, they sing k too, as my aunt bought a karaoke set as mother's day gift to my grandma. It was so warm, i mean the scenario, i like that kind of feel.

em mm~yummy~

This is the handmade baggy i made for my mom. But i tried to use oil paint, it haven't dry yet, so i just get to show her but cant use yet.. so sorry about that. Every year i will make cards, but this year tried something different. Feel the fullness. ha ha!

While this is for my grandma~! This is what i taught the kids in the centre as well, just the material just left some, so... the face is red. ha ha! As long as she like it.

好想打人

昨晚才说 碰见他我不知会有什么举动

今早就得知将会遇见他

不明？ 

因为老师召集了一些学生要谈某些公事

我是当他透明的 不然 我怕我会忍不住 盖他

完全不想和他说话 不 是完全不想见到他

没关系 过了那会议 又遇见了他

望都没望他一眼就走了

我忍 想一想 盖他也不能挽回什么

算了

我有那么好骗吗？

无意间 得知一些劲爆的 吓人的消息

原以为 还以为 他还是个好人

为什么 为什么会是这样的答案 这样的消息

我有种冲动 想托好友替我盖他两巴掌

眼泪还是忍不住的 流了下来

我真的不知怎么办 不知怎么掩盖这难受的心情

在想 碰见他 我会怎么办 盖他吗？

还是当面问个清楚 完全迷失

如果不是你的那一句话 不是你的关怀 不是你所做的一切

我想我不会如此的难受

什么可能我喜欢你 妈的！！ 

逼我骂粗口而已！

美女都会喜欢你？！！ 屁！

不知丑！

嘻嘻

骂完了 发泄了 没那么气了

我说的是现在 日后碰见他 我不知我会有什么举动

累。无奈。想哭

不知是我心情不好 还是老师心情不好

一整天没什么笑 有点不正常

总达不到他的要求

气自己不够积极 更气自己没有灵感

好不容易完成了一份 另一份却又卡着了

好无奈 好想哭 却又告诉自己不能哭 

是自己的错 哭了也没用 无济于事

收起了 继续想呀想

时而闭上眼睛 时而敲敲脑袋 时而到处眺望

是画了些东西 没品质的东西 老师也说我越画越傻了

我也这么认为 没意思了

坦白的告诉老师我尽力了

他回我 “尽你的能力”

那一句 就那么一句 让我松了半口气

想必只是想安慰我 敷衍我 

又回到了原点 

咳…… 不积极 怎样胜出？ 怎样出头？

反省啊米卡！！！

误会了吗？

当获知他开始了一段新恋情 不知怎么反应 

吓着了 心里有一些无法形容的感觉

有被骗的感觉 

这一切也未必太快了吧

我还傻傻的等 傻傻的以为

以为将来可以开始一段新恋情

他令我放下了对前男友的思念

他令我有一丝的希望

他令我默默的计划未来

怎知 这是一段不是时候的相遇

向“老爸”探一探他的消息

还是忍不住想哭 但不想让好友看见

只好往里吞 

好友尽量的安慰我 我只想说

我心里真的感觉疼 

又一次的经验 让我看清了世界