my intention to chase him back!!

yesterday, when i'm on the way back to home, something reminds me about our national day thats going to be today. that link me to raymond's birthday. then i wonder, there's another person's birthday... oh no! jp's birthday! how dare to forget about his birthday.

to let those don't know much about me, he was my boyfriend last year. a guy that chase and waited me for more than 1 and a half year untill i knoded my head. i did something really wrong to him, and i regret for what i've done to him. we broke up twice and i'm the one who dump him twice! how stupid am i to let go a guy that's almost perfect as a boyfriend!

back to what happened yesterday. when i back to home, his buddies on the line, and i just ask them wether there's a celebration for him. okay, for sure, there was. i told myself, i'll go. i wanted his friends to keep it as a secret, i'll give him a surprise. this reminds me, i've done the same thing last year and i was his girlfriend. *hit myself* before that, i went to jusco, the main intention was not to buy a present for him, is to find the shoe i want before the mega sales end.

when i settled my stuff, i ask my brothers for suggestion of his present. one told me to give him something that can eat, my youngest brother told me to give him a girlfriend! i stunned for a few minutes... i ask my dad for suggestion (the 1st time i'll ask him for suggestions), he gave me the same answer as my 2nd brother-chocolate. i just rush down to the ground floor and look foward for chocolates. then i found 1 that the pakaging is quite unique, i just took that and straight away went toward the counter. i scanned the surrounding and i found something that that may suite him as a basketballer-addidas shower gel. but then the price was over my badget, then i just look around again (my brother was lining up for me). suddenly i remeber that he drives, i decide to buy a car air refresher. my mom suggested me to bring both of the item to the counter, the chocolate may more expensive than the air fresher. at last, i chose the air refresher as the chocolate is RM20++. rushing here and there in the complex to wrap the present and the birthday card.

finally, i reach at the restaurant, i don't dare to step in, and my contact lens was dry at that time, i can't see properly. luckily his friend came out and gave me a call. then i just went in and jp was shock on his face. they arrage me to sit beside him, i also don't know why they do so. as what normal people will do, asking about how's the life goes, bla, bla, bla~ then straight away skip to the part they want him to make a wish, playing fun with the picture we took last year. i don't really feel good for what they were doing, i want to cry... i just stand up and staright away to the .wash room. i can feel the silent when i did that. i cried in the wash room and i really feel bad at the moment... luckily after i wipe my face then only a girl from the gang came in. when i back to the seat, jp asked wether i'm okay, of course i'll answer him i'm okay...

before the celebration end, i made my mind to say sorry to him for what ive done. his reply was, it had been such long, nevermind... aikz... when the celebration end, he raise his hand and shoke hand with me to say thank you. he accompanied me to my car with the reason he want to have a look at my car, how injured it was after the accident. before i get into my car, i said something i didn't even thought that i'll spoke out. i said i did thought of can us be together again. i think he was stunned at the moment, and he gave me a sign *contact with phone*, then he just went off. the whole way back, i've make sure that my heart is still with him. so, my intention is to chase him back now. i'll doubled up how he treat me last time, more good! i'm sure that i won't regret for that for this time. not fate control me, but i'm the one who over-control the 'fate!! i'll grab the chance myself! i'll tell him how much i love him by action! go go go!!!

wow~ i'm in heaven~ haha!!

i'm doing something very dangerous to snao these picture. guess what? i snap those picture when i'm driving on the 3rd lane on the highway. haha!! but then i couldn't hold it, it''s too beautiful~ i enjoy the journey back to home everyday, i can see such beautiful scene everyday!! haha...
its the same thing when i look at the sky with my sunglasses on. nice right? haha...

hey! my recent done work~

this is a postcard done for my digital art's assignment. my theme is the smiles of the children. isn't that sweet and cute? i like this piece of work i've done. simple, not too messy and the most important is, the colour that attract other people to have a look. photoshop is useful but for me as a idiot in computer, its a hard work for me. haha... this is the 1st piece i done in photoshop. i still prefer free hand. >< haha!

the other one is the back of the postcard. but then the colour is a bit out of the original. i've satisfied before i saw other's work. some of my classmate done really good, really nice! good skills that i got to pick up using more time than they are. i believe i can handle that! ^o^

show u guys too the postcards done by my two bestie. the japan stle is done by rachel, she's quite familiar with the photoshop, just because she'll try to discover more of the photoshop's function when she's free.i like tat very much. this is the back of the postcard. she always has an extra ordinary idea, anyway, i like her style.
this is done by hwi yee, her style is very free. she likes art neuvau's style really much and yet a lot of her art work will appear the elements. she can done her work very fast and yet you will worried for her that if she gt any mistake in it. i'll always give her advice to cure her "too raph" sickness, haha! her postcard is simple, but the meaning of giving love is there. good job!

the next one is actualy a duplication of a newspaper. it's one of my typography assignment. i've forgotten i used how long to do this, but then i know is quite long, just because i did all that manually. even the word 'the new york times' i search online for the most similar one. all the picture i search online too, down there the picture of a candle and the other one i crop the unwanted space in photoshop for a perfect size. all my hrd work gain a 100% duplication and the most proud thing is, ms shan li, our typography lecturer praise me infront of the whole class! oh ya, one more thing, she'll treat me for that! haha... happy~ that the result of my hard work! it's not a waste for spending such long time to done that. haha! the result is what you gain from the work u had done. looks like a real newspaper? ehee.. i'll keep it up!! my intention is to be the top student with GPA 3.8!! go go go!!! ^o^

arrr... just get into an accident...

just now about 11.45am, i get into an accident around a traffic light at wangsa melawati. my heart still shivering. luckily i'm not injured, fine, don't worry about that. my car was knocked by a big lorry which carries sand. my car was seriously injured and later i'm going to report at the kl police station. i was stunned when the lorry just crashed the right hand side of my car. i just stopped it by the road side. the 1st thing i did is to call my dad. but he didn't puck up the phone, so i called my mom. i was so nervous and yet my fingers was shivering while i dial the numbers.luckily there's a uncle who help me by my side. really lucky! haha..

but then the problem now is, i don't have car to drive to college. so , i've planned to overnight at my friend's house so that to cut down the lrt fee.

wa~ frightened me~!!!

guess what's this? its blood!!!! big drops of blood! yesterday, i went for badminton training again. after some stamina training, we had some mini games within us. then i was called to have a game with wen hao and byran, double versus single. as the game start, i took a smash and got a score. then the game continue, and both of them trying to get my smashing again. and they manage to do it and the shuttle was in the court. after i pick the shuttle up, i saw wenhao was asking byran is he okay, and byran was rubbing his nose without his spectacles. i guess he was hit by wen hao accidentaly. byran's left cheek was red, and i feel that its something wrong. i walk near them and byran's nose was bleeding. i straight away called to hold on and bring him to our coach. his blood didn't stop and makes everybody start to worry, asspecialy our coach. he settle us down and fetch byran to the clinic. luckily he got nothing serious with the injured and his nose stopped bleeding. wow... what a good experience for me. to remind those who read my blog here, don't ever let your face facing up when your nose bleed, let it flow and blow it out, keep your breath in sequence too. if your face facing up, the blood will possible flow backwards and that's really dangerous. anyway, really got to becareful.