a huge rock with words...

my heart is like this picture... as if can touch, but it's actually very far, very far... yes, now, i'm going nearer to my heart. i saw a rock, a huge rock with words on it, blocking the way to "love"... i wonder, "who leave this here? what's the words on it?" i knew it very clearly, it's me... i've closed the posibilities, the words are "i still can't let go him"... ya, a lot of excuses, a lot of back doors. everytime i move that rock, i will just move a bit, so it just like never moved... who can help me? nobody except myself... let go... although it will hurt and tough... just let go...